i wish i mattered more to you and i didnt tell you i want to leave now its too late and i miss you and youre asleep and the thought of not seeing you keeps going on in my head and it hurts like a fucking bitch and i want to forget all about it and i dont know any other way than letting go and you didnt even want to talk to me after and i dont know

just thought i meant as much as you mean to me.